Tuesday, January 13, 2015

Mushy-Gushy

Posted by Auj Christine Lazaro at 5:58 PM


Every day that I get a little older, I realize more and more answers to my wonderings that happen once in a while on how you have been able to make me settle down or what made me actually want to stay put. I knew myself as someone who is driven for constant change, for continuous growth. But it is only now that I unraveled my deeper potential of becoming content with what life has brought me so far… You. Maybe it comes with age. Or maybe not. Maybe this is just how you feel when you have found what you have always been deeply longing for.

Believe it or not, but you are a dream come true. Regrets sometimes visit me for not having met you ahead than the numerous MOFOs I encountered along the way. But the journey is all worthwhile to think that I now end up living my life with someone I have just dreamt of from time to time back then.

I dreamt of a most peaceful life and peace only came to me when I met you. I dreamt of living my life unchained from all unnecessary stress and I achieved that when we decided to build dreams together, for us, and for the ones we truly care for.

I remember always praying to God to give me someone who will take me away from all that I have gone through and let me live a brand new start and tackle a fresh beginning. And each day, when I see you beside me, I am utterly convinced that my prayers were heard.

With you, there was never a dream I had that did not come true. And I cling on to the faith that we will fulfill more dreams together for the rest of our days. Up to that very day when my only dreams left to fulfill is to have enough time to write a letter a day for you and about you.

And even if life will be so cruel to ruin our love and send something in between, I seldom make promises, but now will do, that I won’t be the channel of heartbreak for you.

You may not have been my first love but you will be the only one whom I would be willing to fight for even if it would keep me from loving any other else in this ever changing world.

I do not need any grand matrimonial event to proclaim how much I feel for you. To know I have been able to even have the courage and guts to write such a letter is enough proof of what may turn out as indescribable for others. But deeply understood between us. Besides, if those who got married say it’s about being able to make the love of their dreams come true, then with my dream right beside me everyday, should I even ask for more?

You’re the only one whom I won’t be able to move on ever without. You’re the only one I’ll profess the cliché line “I’d Die Without You” and even turn it to something literal.

And now that you know all of these confessions, I hope you won’t be a self-centered fat mouth partner about it to others. Or else.

Kidding.

Next time, when I get to have more time in my hands, I’ll try this kind of love letter writing.


1 comments:

Rhodora Romero on January 13, 2015 at 7:26 PM said...

The only song that comes up to mind when I think about how our lives have been miraculous ever since we chose to commit to love and support each other in this crazy life is this...

Lying here with you
Listening to the rain
Smiling just to see the smile upon your face
These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive
These are the moments I'll remember all my life
I've found all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more

Looking in your eyes
Seeing all I need
Everything you are is everything in me
These are the moments
I know heaven must exist
These are the moments
I know all I need is this
I've found all I've waited for, yeah
And I could not ask for more

I could not ask for more than this time together
I could not ask for more than this time with you
And every prayer has been answered
Every dream I've had's come true
Yeah, right here in this moment
Is right where I'm meant to be
Here with you here with me

Really, I could not ask for more since I found you. The only thing I ask for is the chance to share my life with you through my last breath here on earth, and I promise to strive and give you the best that you so deserve.

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